Someday Soon...

I'm not sure if i've totally figured what I feel right now or what  I'm going through but what I'm feeling isn't normal. You know that feeling of emptiness. I can't quite make it out but my life is at the point where i've just stopped. If life was a race, i've stopped somewhere in the middle and just don't have the hope or faith to even believe that I can start moving again. I'm not depressed, I just know that things haven't been the same. Obviously there has been many changes in what's been going on lately but by now I would have thought that I'd be back to slowly pacing forward. But I'm not. It's hard to tell what I'm actually feeling but it doesn't feel very good. The choices I seem to be making with the way life has changed doesn't seem to be right at all. I feel as if though I'm taking 3 steps forward but 2 steps back. Maybe it'll go away but then again this could take more than just waiting until my life get back on track. But one things for sure,  I need to start reaching the state of normal soon...really soon.